new things are happening..

man can life just stress you out sometimes, its rediculous. I think this summer turned out to be something i didnt think it would be, full of work :( i didnt have as many long Car rides down PCH at 1 pm, i didnt go to the beach as often as i hoped to, i didnt ride my bike along the coast, okay, i lie, i went once.. i fell out of loops, i lost friends, i became stress. and man, do i HATE stress.. i cant live like this, i really cant! sometimes i feel so alone, like im the only one seeing things the way they are; im wrong obviously. so many things happened this summer, and i wanted to be a part of every single one of them. thats, of course, impossible. But i blamed it on one thing, and i cant blame it on that all the time, because its my fault too... done with that rant..

Kings of Leon are so soothing in such a different way. I guess its because it reminds me of times of old, times of sitting in a Ranger, driving down Clark, listening to Justin sing his lungs out to them. Of course he's still singing these tunes, but i dont get to enjoy them as often anymore. so these past few weeks have been rather interesting. I went to San Diego 2 weekends in a row, meanwhile Justin was in Mexico City, visiting his mission. Went with my friend Alyssa. The first weekend was seriously such a good time! the second weekend was rather bust than fun. But church time was way rad! met some San Diego cool kids :) it was fun! Ryan was way rad for letting us crash at his house and crash his parties for a minute.. no c-blocking for sure...hahah.. but here are some of my favorite pictures of down there... subtitled stories too...

sleepy in a burrito

ysa confrence
i miss you kiss kiss.
stranded..literally.

neon tree's (very awesome band)

with Ryan and Mitch at Rock-a-thon
Alyssa and I

there's a few, im pretty bad at posting on this thing.. well, today i went to the relief society dinner, caught up with some people, and got to know some others! i love socializing so much! i wish thats all i had to do sometimes, to be well off! haha.. just hang out and make people happy and stuff... at least thats my goal in life.. but i know there's certain people out there that can never be pleased, no matter what...

i really miss something, i dont know what it is, but i miss it... and i miss it a lot. i feel like something is misssing lately, and i think i know what i can be, but i swear i thought its been there through all of this throughtout the time.. i dont know, but a lot of praying will be done within the next few days, to figure out what's going on, so i can fix it..

i love you all... have a great night..

a new beginning.

Howdy Rowdy Crowdy! :) so here i am, i havent posted a blog in a long time. Things havent really changed, my mother is out of the hospital, she's actually in Las Vegas right now, how exciting. I made my quota this month, thanks a lot to the wonderful people i work with for helping me! Justin and I, still going on! Yup yup yup! Sean and Jill got married!! Im so happy that they were that happy, man, someday ill have my turn! until then, im gonna take my time with things! Ive been pretty crabby lately, im not sure what is causing it, but sometimes im just like, blah. like i need to spice things up a bit more. I havent been dancing in what seems like wayyy too long, thank goodness there's something spectacular going on this next week!The YSA Confrence is this next week, there's also this event called Hard Summer going on, its like a huge huge huge dance party with all sorts of amazing kinds of dancing going on! Im sad that Sean and all of the amazing people i used to once dance with will no longer be able to. Sean starts Dental school in a month, for a whole 3 years! its gonna be intense, and being married is gonna be fun for them though!Theyre so sillY! so work is good, im honestly kind of ready for a new adventure. I dont really like feeling sooo pressured to make sales goals during a sucky economy! it really sucks!

So next week Justin is going to Mexico, FOR A WHOLE WEEK! friday through NEXT sunday! what the heck am i gonna do? Have the time of my life thats for sure :) hahahah..jk... im gonna miss him for sure, he's

like my bff! He's so silly, he bought this new UFC Fighting game and its actually really fun! I wrote David Witt yesterday, i miss that kid. Seriously, i honestly have misplaced all of my friends out in the far ends of the earth. Vanessa and Ty are all up in Utah, Davids in Louisianna, Sean and Jill are gonna be living in Pasadena now, and Alyssa is in Canada. I need more local friends, its rediculous! Well, im off to bed. Have a great nighT!