ill be the one to show you the way...

so life has just been a big balloon of FUN! :) things are just going really good with work and school! im getting really good grades in both my classes, at work, i could be doing a little better, but im working my behind off. literally. ive lost a little weight (i think) ive been out and about every day, dancing, roaming the streets of LBC listening to some amazing music.going to shows, making new friends, discovering hot new boys (that i cant have) hahah... but i can dream.

so i think im gonna go for it and apply for byu summer session. honestly i feel like i should be up in utah for some reason.. maybe to find my ec, maybe to live in surroundings of a bunch of lds folK or something. we'll see though, it all depends on what my HF wants. well, life is grAnd, things couldnt be better right now, im stuck in a "good routine" that i really like. no boy drama, or stressors in life, so im just gonna chill and have a blast with life :) justin and i are still cool friends, which rocks, bc he was my friend before, so im glad we kept the friendship after. yay! well... its late, i should be asleep. so i will be in 5 minutes...

here's my mini spiritual moment of the day.

remember that "God always provides safety for the soul"so you're set no matter what happens in life....

and thats because we have the savior in our lives. no matter what we're going through, we are all in a wonderful situation.nothing can bring us down, we are on a divine path thats leading us to glory and goodness as long as we live the gospel of Jesus Christ....

i love you guys. and i hope your life is blessed with goodness and happiness.

:) have a great night.

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utah Pictures...

here are some pictures from utah, not in decending order, if anything, its the ending to the beginning... enjoy!

sad day.. farewell ryAn.

my favorite..
Tabernacle! :)
we went to the OTHER side :)
chEESE
loved everY second of it!
confrence.rain or shine!
tired at 2 am..
my NEW SHOES!
FOLKY! :) :) :) :)
this is robroy!
typical!
jiggabojangles..he's our newest fRiend!
DJ Ryan D.this kid rocks!
a. wallll m.dEEE
grass roots!
hey whats up!
pit stop!
hahahhahaha...
goood hair for 4 am!
utah was a BLAST! i cannot wait to go again! im sure it will be sooner that we go, so im super stoaked!! have a great nigHHT!

woAh utaH!

oh goodness... so utah was a flippin BLAST! :) we set out to the state of ootah at 4 am! Robbie, alyssA and i were super stoaked to head out! i literally ran outside, ready and set for the glorious roadtrip we had ahead of us! so we drove into the day, it was super dark at first --"its like driving at night time"--hahah.. before we knew it, we were at stateline and were so ready to ride the supercoaster at buffalo bills, BUT it was only 9 am and the rollercoaster was closed..booo hoooo hooo.. so we headed to VEGAS! we drove down the strip.. then headed to UTAH!! before we knew it.. we were in ST GEORGE! we pit stopped for lunch at no where else but CAFE RIO!mmmhmmm..we got some sweet service from this man Aaron, definitely made our day! so then..the 4 hr drive to PTOWN!! we passed by the Y up on the mountain hills, got to Highland where alyssa's awesome fam bam was letting us crash at and chillared for the night! (sorry for my vocab, its somethin else).. anywho.. chilled at home that night, walked the dog, caught up with family and just had an amazing time! Friday came and went too fast! we went out to BYU and walked the campus! we met up with ELDER FRALEY! wooop woop ! he and his gf took us all around byu and stuff, it was so nice! im applying for the summer session, im pretty stoaked! we'll see though.. anywho.. met up with the amazing RYan DeNNy! wat wat! then partied all night.. i guess i can just post the pictures bc this is already long and its only friday, so ill caption all the pictures k! :) enjoy!! loves loves loves!!

:)

FORMULA DRIFT...

goodness gracious, right now would be the perfect time to find the perfect boy who would love to go spend a whole afternoon watching cars drift... im super stoaked and bummed all at once because on october 17th the formula drift finals are taking place...Not familiar with formula drift? check it out bellow! it will blow your mind! I guess i couuld buy the tickets and just ask someone to go with me.. or give it to someone for his birthday? and drag him along..hahaha... i just wannna see cars go super fast!! :)




thats some serious racing there... i REALLY WANNA GOOOO....gahhhh.... ! im going!

things to come...

So this past week was SUPER FUN! :) goodness i had a blast, i guess you can say it was a bittersweet with some extra sugar.. i feel bad for feeling so good about how things are going.. i hope that makes sense..but ive hung out with so many people ive neglected for a while and it felt good to finally catch up! made new friends, danced till i was tired! went to the temple :) prayed for council, moving to Utah soon? maybe.. thats what seems to be calling my name i guess... but im not sure yet. i gotta get school situated firsT! and pay off debt.. nani and i went on a fun bike ride around downtown bellflower friday night, it was sooo fun! we took our pups, Zoe and Lady. They're such troopers! i love doggies...the puppies are opening there eyes, soo stinking cute! :) well check out these pictures!

Thursday Temple day's!

finally on a real boat..but it never moved :(
cheeze snot...
these glasses suit me perfect!

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i FINALLY bought a Fedora..
zoE girl..<3 onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiKYifpnF2wmCe7dNWPzaISZGmSPBB1fsaiyoRB6-A1jmdUA9LZGFnSs8gc4WQSffxkgNPAZhUVbOJpaselNKKtK9xphRBDT9lz_TDoWWon8AvvagHsjR4eG-puvoXEwy1Pz9K9rYzzhw/s1600-h/IMG_6111.JPG" style="text-decoration: none;">things are so crazy sometimes! life is so unexpected when you are just having a good time...the feeling that was gone for a while has returned, and im SOO happy that i have it back... <3>

you can make the pathway bright...

You can make the pathway bright,
Fill the soul with heaven’s light,
If there’s sunshine in your heart;
Turning darkness into day,
As the shadows fly away,
If there’s sunshine in your heart today.


If there’s sunshine in your heart,
You can send a shining ray
That will turn the night to day;
And your cares will all depart,
If there’s sunshine in your heart today.

You can speak the gentle word
To the heart with anger stirred,
If there’s sunshine in your heart;
Tho it seems a little thing,
It will heaven’s blessings bring,
If there’s sunshine in your heart today.

You can do a kindly deed
To your neighbor in his need,
If there’s sunshine in your heart;
And his burden you will share
As you lift his load of care,
If there’s sunshine in your heart today.

You can live a happy life
In this world of toil and strife,
If there’s sunshine in your heart;
And your soul will glow with love
From the perfect Light above,
If there’s sunshine in your heart today.

i heard this song be sung in the most angelic and beautiful way ever possible back in april. i remember balling my eyes out because of the amazing spirit i felt that day, i didnt want to leave Utah, and im kind of scared, and excited to get that same feeling again this next time. I know it will be in different circumstances, but the spirit is the MOST BEAUTIFUL feeling i have ever felt in my entire life, i think that's when you know you love someone too,when the spiirit is THAT strong. i went with Justin last time, and i must admit, feeling in love and feeling that spirit was beautiful, but im sure that feeling will be exactly the same, because ill be with people i love. I just cant wait, i really really cant...

friends forever!

so this week has been quite interesting. i guess you can say i had a change of heart, and im glad things have become the way they are now.. im glad i know that ill still have him as a friend, because thats what mattered the most to me, our friendship! cool beans! :) so im super excited for things to come though, it just seems like something out there is ready for me, like the workd of UTAH!! :) hahaha... im going to CONFRENCE again! im soo excited! im gonna try and make it every single time! im not being selfish, im taking advantage of an AMAZING opportunity! sitting in the confrence center was the COOLEST experience ever. Pretty modern way of the times of Christ when he spoke, would be this amazingness!! i love Utah, i hear it might snow, which would be super cool! but at the same time, ican go for some sunshine! :)

these past few months have been rollercoastered in my heart, and im so glad to move forward with certain feelings, and im glad that HF has a plan for me. It has helped me all along, even if i knew i didnt want this to happen a few months ago, it has, so i must get over it and move forward, which surprizingly is much easier than i thought it would me.. i guess HF wouldnt council us on wise decisions if he didnt think it was for the better right? right :) okay. love you all :)

-Mayra