M... y... L...O...V..E...L...Y... random shenanigans.. :D

"OOH OH! i want some more... take a bite of my heart tonight..."<3NEON TREES

so life is fun, i guess... things seem to be in a bit of a routine at the current moment, which i hate with a passion...

but its okay. :) i live through all the annoyances that life can bring sometimes.. hahahah... now i just sound like a brat, but im kidding... so i have an interview in the AM.. im pretty excited :)

i'm applying at the ABC SCHOOL DISTRICT to be a paraeducator :) hopefully things go GREAT!! :) id LOVE to work with kids again... :)

anywho...

life is peachy. my grampy is here from mexico :) its soo great to see him doing so much better, even from the day he got in to now, he's progressed! Cancer is a sucker! and im glad he punched it out of him! :)

family is fun, im so greatful for the family i have, and the relationships i have with every single one of them! :) nothing in the world can compare to the family i have!! :)

well.. love is love, war is war.. fight for the free and feed the needy!

have a bEAUTIFUL day! :)

<3>mAyra D.

top 10!!!!

bahahhaha....

so i came across the amazing idea while reading my rolling stones magazine today that I should SOOO make a TOP 10 Celebrity Hot list!!! :) so after abo

ut 30 minutes of thinking over whos really on my top list, i have come across some of the Most

attractive men in Hollywood... i know.. a little crazy, a little silly, but hey, they're wicked hot! SO ENJOY! :)

yaowza!!! Chase Crawford...

you cant stop the beat with Mr. Zack Efron!
the boys of Carolina Liar.. :)

mmm...John Mayer...

yum yum Penn Badgley
oooo hello Jared Leto!! :D
mmmm me likey some Bryce Avary!
seriously, mouthwatering... Paul Walker

so yea. basically. my first so called "celebrity post" hahahah... :)

its so great to look through the world and see such attractive men out there, but im looking for something more than just the looks you see on an average day, im looking for a man full of gospel, love for christ, humility,attractiveness and amazingness all tied into one.. :) hahaha...

have a great day :)

<3emm.dee.

unexplainable. unbelievable.

scream.

let all your fears out.

let them all fly into the sky

with every ounce of regret of forgetting to say "i love you"

you vanished.

and are now gone,

without a simple explenation

of what happened.

i miss you.

SOOO SOOO much.

i cannot belive it ended that way.

i am SO sorry for not answering your cries,

or even a simple goodnight.

im sorry baby of mine.

you will never be forgetten

you were my best friend.

i love you zoe girl...

i miss you most bisquit.

this wasnt fair.

<3>

rip my angels.

just fyi. both of these GORGEOUS doggies were killed tradgecly last week. we believe a racoon got into the back yard early monday morning and just got in with them.. unfortunately they both are gone, Zoe completely vanished but her blood stayed behind. sorry for the greusome details, its just what happened to my loves... :(

i love you Jesus Christ...

Jesus Christ i LOVE YOU YES I DO....

man oh man, it has surely been a pretty good 2010. Nothing TOO exciting but i think im back to normal after being beat up kinda bad in 2009... im learning that you have to set things out and plan them for a while, you can't ALWAYS be spontaneous in life specially when its about your future... i guess there are a few things that are supposed to be spontaneous, but with school and work, you gotta plan! So that's what this year is going to be for me... im hoping to get through some amazing classes and ace them all... and at work, i want to move up and show the big bosses what im really about! :) i want to grow, i want to learn and i want to prepare for whatever comes my way in the future. of course there is someone there backing me up full force, and that is why i love him so much... :) Jesus Christ I LOVE YOU :) man, the gospel of Jesus Christ is so true, its insane how amazing it feels to have the love of christ constantly keep you content! Every single experience, i have had him by my side and im so greatful for that! :)anywho...

life is good... last night i went to the avalon and saw steve aoki & plum Dj's... it was 2L2Q.

i love electro, and the whole scene is fun, but scary! heres some pictures of the night... video to come soon! :)

let the new year begin...

this year was fun, a lot of time spent developing my personal relationships, friendships and overall social abilities... haha... ive learned a lot from different people this year, and im really greatful for it. I fell in love, i fell out of love, i gained friends, i lost one, but this year taught me A LOT. It taught me that through all of the circumstances we face in life, we still have hope for a new day, a new month, a new year, a new something! Although heartbreak hit this year, so did every other emotion in the book, OVERWHELMING happiness, unforgetable laugher, the feeling of new friends, new interests, new things. Im greatful for my HF, and the amazing plan he designed that keeps each person safe! I'm soooo greatful for this year, because without the things that happened in 2009, i wouldnt have grown like i did...

I really hope to get fit this next year, i know i lost a few pounds this year, but i want to be FIT. i want to work out more, i want to be healthier...

i dont really know what im hoping for in 2010, but its a new beginning,

so whatever the wind blows my way, i'll greet with open arms, as long as it's something that will make my life happier and full of more fun!!

Happy new year!

<3>

dwindling in the moonlight.

Fear not to do good my sons,

for whatsoever ye sow

that shall ye also reap.

therefore

if ye sow good

ye shall also reap good for your reward

Therefore

fear not

little flock

do good

let earth and hell combine against you

for if ye are built upon my rock

they cannot prevail.

D&C 6:33-34

may your heart be open to the love that Jesus has for you, no matter what life may bring you.

Theres always hope, even if its only small hope, its presence is always there.

:)

have a beautiful day.

<3

fixed.

fixed

on your smile

fixed

on your lips

fixed

on your random laughter

fixed

on your essence

fixed

on your presence

fixed

on your silly face

fixed

on my hearts embrace.

its a new way to ride,

and im digging every second of it.

i like you.

just a little bit more than average.

<3