HOWDY!!! oh goodness i havent been on this thing in forever! I guess i treat this as a Journal than an actual "blog." Well so much has happened in the last few weeks, ive had some pretty crazy things go on in my life that have stressed me out pretty badly, but thankfully, im good! Well work has become a lot easier recently! i no longer feel like i constantly need to reassure myself of what im doing because ive done it a dozen times already and i'm getting comfortable and better at it! :) It makes me really happy to see that things are finally starting to work out at my job, i honestly enjoy it a lot now, opposed to when i first got the new manager position and was screwing up left and right! that, was not cool AT ALL! :( but now, with the help of my amazing manager, ive got it all under control!:) except for the lack of people actually coming into our stores lately, this recession is beginning to hit the home front! And I dont like it! :(
Well, theres more stuff that has happened, my mother dearest was in the hospital for a whole 2 days last week, it was pretty bad! So a few weeks ago, i guess my momma started feeling somewhat faint and stuff at work.She works as a postal carrier, delivering mail and stuff, so you can see how that sort of job can be strenious on a 53 yr old woman. Well, one day, it got pretty bad so she went to the doctors and found out she had high blood pressure. She needed to take a few days off to rest and feel better, but better didnt come. So last wednesday, she THOUGHT she had an appointment with the cardiologist BUT she didnt, feeling sick still, she decided to go to the doctors so that they can see whats going on. While she was going up to the doctors, she started to feel pressure on her chest and the doctor read her BPM and it was at a whopping 200! Usually, your BPM are like 90-100 relaxing and can get to 180 + per exercising, but my mom was sitting down. She dosed off a little and somewhat fainted so they called the paremedics and she stayed in observation for a WHOLE 2 DAYS :( she's all better now, she even went to the cardiologist today, and they told her she was fine, just something that can occur when your arteries are a little clogged up, so they gave her a ton of medicine she has to take from now on, phew! thanks for all the prayers sent out though, they definitely work!! :)
Justin and I are still strong! :) its been ALMOST 6 whole months! this is my longest relationship yet, and im so in Love with this kid! :) he completes me for sure! :) we went to an 80's Prom on saturday night out in Laguna! it was fun!!Our Friends Kaci and Chris got engaged that day! her ring is rediculous! I keep joking with justin about what are baby's names are gonna be... Dane Jer Asendorf :) hahaha... wouldnt that be hilarious...i guess its hit that time in the relationship where you kind of start to wonder if this is the person you are gonna marry, or if these past few months have been fun, but nothing has come out of it. I think we both mutually agree that it would work, if marriage is next, then we're getting there someday, but we're enjoying the trip, not speeding at all, if anything, we're in the slow lane stuck behind the big rig but we're gonna get there someday...like he say's "hopefully." I guess its different
when you come from a situation like his, where marriage was already in the works, but the relationship was doomed for failure...we've surpassed the hurdle of "arguing and fighting" we never fight, we
get frustrated and may argue a bit, but we always always communicate our feelings, and i honestly think that's what keeps us so strong! His twinsie is coming down from Utah next week. Im sooo excited for all the fun adventures that are headed our way next week, his sister in law kim is hilarious, and we all had a BLAST in Utah so, im hoping for that same energy, Plus we have so much in store for them is redunkulous! :)
Well, im dang tired..im going to bed!!
<3mayra
