FORMULA DRIFT...

goodness gracious, right now would be the perfect time to find the perfect boy who would love to go spend a whole afternoon watching cars drift... im super stoaked and bummed all at once because on october 17th the formula drift finals are taking place...Not familiar with formula drift? check it out bellow! it will blow your mind! I guess i couuld buy the tickets and just ask someone to go with me.. or give it to someone for his birthday? and drag him along..hahaha... i just wannna see cars go super fast!! :)




thats some serious racing there... i REALLY WANNA GOOOO....gahhhh.... ! im going!

things to come...

So this past week was SUPER FUN! :) goodness i had a blast, i guess you can say it was a bittersweet with some extra sugar.. i feel bad for feeling so good about how things are going.. i hope that makes sense..but ive hung out with so many people ive neglected for a while and it felt good to finally catch up! made new friends, danced till i was tired! went to the temple :) prayed for council, moving to Utah soon? maybe.. thats what seems to be calling my name i guess... but im not sure yet. i gotta get school situated firsT! and pay off debt.. nani and i went on a fun bike ride around downtown bellflower friday night, it was sooo fun! we took our pups, Zoe and Lady. They're such troopers! i love doggies...the puppies are opening there eyes, soo stinking cute! :) well check out these pictures!

Thursday Temple day's!

finally on a real boat..but it never moved :(
cheeze snot...
these glasses suit me perfect!

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i FINALLY bought a Fedora..
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you can make the pathway bright...

You can make the pathway bright,
Fill the soul with heaven’s light,
If there’s sunshine in your heart;
Turning darkness into day,
As the shadows fly away,
If there’s sunshine in your heart today.


If there’s sunshine in your heart,
You can send a shining ray
That will turn the night to day;
And your cares will all depart,
If there’s sunshine in your heart today.

You can speak the gentle word
To the heart with anger stirred,
If there’s sunshine in your heart;
Tho it seems a little thing,
It will heaven’s blessings bring,
If there’s sunshine in your heart today.

You can do a kindly deed
To your neighbor in his need,
If there’s sunshine in your heart;
And his burden you will share
As you lift his load of care,
If there’s sunshine in your heart today.

You can live a happy life
In this world of toil and strife,
If there’s sunshine in your heart;
And your soul will glow with love
From the perfect Light above,
If there’s sunshine in your heart today.

i heard this song be sung in the most angelic and beautiful way ever possible back in april. i remember balling my eyes out because of the amazing spirit i felt that day, i didnt want to leave Utah, and im kind of scared, and excited to get that same feeling again this next time. I know it will be in different circumstances, but the spirit is the MOST BEAUTIFUL feeling i have ever felt in my entire life, i think that's when you know you love someone too,when the spiirit is THAT strong. i went with Justin last time, and i must admit, feeling in love and feeling that spirit was beautiful, but im sure that feeling will be exactly the same, because ill be with people i love. I just cant wait, i really really cant...

friends forever!

so this week has been quite interesting. i guess you can say i had a change of heart, and im glad things have become the way they are now.. im glad i know that ill still have him as a friend, because thats what mattered the most to me, our friendship! cool beans! :) so im super excited for things to come though, it just seems like something out there is ready for me, like the workd of UTAH!! :) hahaha... im going to CONFRENCE again! im soo excited! im gonna try and make it every single time! im not being selfish, im taking advantage of an AMAZING opportunity! sitting in the confrence center was the COOLEST experience ever. Pretty modern way of the times of Christ when he spoke, would be this amazingness!! i love Utah, i hear it might snow, which would be super cool! but at the same time, ican go for some sunshine! :)

these past few months have been rollercoastered in my heart, and im so glad to move forward with certain feelings, and im glad that HF has a plan for me. It has helped me all along, even if i knew i didnt want this to happen a few months ago, it has, so i must get over it and move forward, which surprizingly is much easier than i thought it would me.. i guess HF wouldnt council us on wise decisions if he didnt think it was for the better right? right :) okay. love you all :)

-Mayra

taken aback.

it's been two whole years
since you and I shared fears
two thirty am
talking till sleep inside that diner
and now in your eyes I can't find you


sorry that I'm taken aback
but how I am you never ask
and I don't need such sympathy
but a care would be so woah woah
nice to have once in a while
you mean more to me than I could ever tell
so sorry that I'm taken aback
but I just can't help it

small tale be just right
holding onto what we have inside
but now it's never there but should I admit
do I believe that I too am the culprit
and in your eyes I can't find you

sorry that I'm taken aback
but how I am you never ask
and I don't need such sympathy
but a care would be so woah woah
nice to have once in a while
you mean more to me than I could ever tell
so sorry that I'm taken aback
but I just can't help it

someday this will go away
and eveything I am will just leave and fade
and I hope then you will understand
it's not everything I am my dear only friend

so sorry that I'm taken aback
but how I am you never ask
and I don't need such sympathy
but a care would be so woah woah
nice to have once in a while
you mean more to me than I could ever tell
so sorry that I'm taken aback
but I just can't help it
oooooo oh oh
oooooo oh oh woah

oooooo oh oh
oooooo oh oh woah

things change,and ill be better over time. its just hard at the beginning of things.im single, selfless and ready to serve..so if you needme, i have time.. i have all the time in the world...

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puppies, a sick dog and more...

Biscuit, my dog, had her puppies yesterday. She gave birth to 3 puppies, one of which was born dead. I'm pretty sure she had major complications because her stomach was as hard as a rock this morning. We took her to the vet only to find out that she still had a puppy in her stomach, she was in so much pain it was rediculous. We couldnt afford the procedure, so we brought her home and she gave birth to the dead puppy, it was so sad, she was really sick and upset after. Alyssa (THANK YOU) came over and fed the puppies while I got ready for work. but my awesome neighbor took really good care of them while i was working, then when my parents came home they gave her penicillin which helped a ton! :) It was a long day, and really sketchy, i didnt like the vibe of it at all, but i did good at work, made our nightly numbers which was amazing! life is grand outside of small stressors, Justin and I are happy, and thats really all that matters :) well, heres the puppies.. hope you think theyre awesome.. we have yet to name them, theyre both girls... chloe is cute.. too close to zoe thougH...

Fire Season :(

life is just GOOOOD.. ive been out and about a little more with friends lately! It's been

such a good learning experience for me, in my relationship, bc i feel like i can miss him more,

and we have so much more to catch up on when we see each other! it's amazing! i love him, and I

dont exactly love missing him, but it makes me realize how important he is to me in my life..

I went Rollerskating with Sean and Jill and a few other aWESOME people this weekend..heres

some way rad pictures of Saturday nIGHT!

newlyweds, toosh grabbin.

the entire posse!

sillly faces

wanna race???

Holy Man! LA is on Fire! this past saturday, some fires broke out in the LA National forrest, but instead of being behind the Mountain backdrop, it was on the south side of the mountains! I was driving down the 605 in Long beach and you can s

ee the flames from the fires, as if it were only 5 miles away! So crazy! I guess the Flames got up to 80 ft! holy maccaronni!here's some pictures ive taken off LA times, or taken myself... its so sketchY!

definitely not so good!

Hello Fireman!

Future Justin of America :)

Yikes!

super cool, NOT!

well that's how bad california has looked lately..

kiss kiss...BIG KISS!!! <3>