Finally some time to rest! This semester seemed so easy at school but trully it was one of the hardest because i REALLY devoted all i could to my classes and work. It feels so great to finally be done and i'm excited for the summer to bring great things! This past week was a hard week, i must admit i was so ready to just walk out of work and run to the beach. I've been soo ademant about going out and having a good time at dance parties that I wore myself out. I was sick, and exhausted and stressed out and to top things off add a little bit of drama to my life and BLAH. we all know how much i hate drama. X( but this weekend made up for every ounce of BAD that was last week. Friday, i went to disneyland with my dear friend Ryan D. it was a tripple D attack!!! DENNY DELAO @ DISNEY!! hahah... here's a sneak peak at some rad photos!
Such a fun and chill trip to disneyland. After a fun day, we headed up to the Glendale dance and had the MOST fun i've had in a while! I definitely enjoyed the company and getting to know new people! There were SO MANY ppl at this dance, it was just like New Years but probably better! So Aaron is no longer gonna DJ our Beach cities dances, which totally bums me out bc that was honestly one of the only reasons i went, was to be with my good ole friends. I guess i still find it semi hard finding that "group" of close friends i once had. Of course, theyre married now so i cant complain, theyve moved up in life and im so happy for them! :) I just miss their company! anywho. we all had a blast. it was at this crazy industrial site in South El Monte (ghetto) haha but they pulled it off SO well. good music, i was dancing all night sweating my heart out. heres a few pictures of the night..
That dance was too good for words. I love every second of being there, idk why. i just felt like i was having such a good time, running around dancing with different people, having a legit good time. Saturday rolled around and i had to work all night but after wards i met up with Stacy and Diana who i used to hang out with in high school and we ended up going to our friend Jason's Bday party! So many people from high school were there it was so nice to see everyone and kind of catch up. People change so much after high school, some for such better, and some just stay the same :) but im glad the people i know are who they are, because theyre great no matter what! here's a picture of the hottie bday boys and us girls!
It was so rad to chill with these kids! Even though our lives have gone towards different paths and stuff, i still love em! :) Lastly, this sunday my friend Cynarra decided to get baptized :) i met her about a month ago at a party, invited her to church, she came and just kept coming and loving it! I was honored to speak at her baptism about the holy ghost, you could just feel all the love in the room and really see how it has brought her happiness. its really awesome to see someone come unto christ and really want to change, to see that happen to her was amazing!here she is. right after her baptism with derek and i :)
you can see where all of my excitement comes from. of course sunday was just fantastic. I love going to church so much. It was the first sunday i had off in over 2 months so it was really nice to finally get to sit in and conversate with people about the gospel. Im so in love with it its insane.
I have so much on my mind lately its driving me insane.. ive found myself SO scared to fall for someone, because im so scared to open up and get it all back. if that makes sense. maybe im looking into the wrong face, because its breaking my heart slowly, but its happening. theres so much to feeling like you have to hide your feelings because of that crazy fear of rejection. im right there. ive been right there my whole life and i have no idea how to EVOLve.ive lost sight of how to take a risk when it comes to really liking someone, enough to want to tell them but im so afraid, im so afraid of what he'd do to my little bandaged heart.
I need to take more risks and grow up, because i've slowly started to realize that without taking that ONE simple risk, im going no where, that without taking a leap of faith, the things that coulve developed will be left unspoken, and thats far worse. Somehow, ive got to let it out and grow some. Its just a matter of time.... well im off to bed.
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Lol...Mayrad! :) You're so cute! I miss yo face and fun personality! But guess what!?!? Jared and I are moving down to So Cal...well Bakersfield *cough, the "butt" of cali. cough* haha. But it's better than nothin'! He got a job down there so we're flying south, like the birdies do. :)
ReplyDeleteLooks like life is treating you well! I love all of your fun pics. You know how to have a good time. Ps. You look like model, chea-leadah! Oh and say hi to Derek Parsons for Jared and I. That kid rocks! Haha.... Speaking about a good time though...my sis and brother-in-law and their 3 cute kids will be coming down mid August to visit the hubs and I. I know this is totally a bum-crack thing to ask...but is it possible that we could get some "sweet hookups for Disneyland?" *in Napoleon Dynamite voice* :) If not, that is totally fine! Her kids just love that place and she was hoping to save a few bucks. Let me know if it's possible. Even one pass into the park would save some serious dinero. Lol..thanks muchisimo! Hope to see you again sometime in the near future. Maybe we could work on our Utah hair! ;) lol... I don't have a Facebook anymore, but you could get a hold of me through blog, e-mail or phone. :) cell is: (562) 292-5454. blog is: jaredandkimmieasendorf.blogspot.com. e-mail is: kim.g.asendorf@gmail.com
Thanks lady! Keep up the fun posts. :)
KIM!!!!! :) aw thanks lady! i miss you too! im so glad you guys are going to be closer, sadly i hardley ever see justin but when you are in town, do call me please! :) i can see what i can do about the disneyland hookups! i think cast members are blocked out most of summer so it depends on when she is coming down, let me know asap and i'll see if i can get someone to let you guys in :) well lady! im glad you are doing great! i miss you!! and your utah hurr..lol... <3 <3!
ReplyDeleteThanks doll! :) I love your new background! It's so prit-ay! Lol...P.S. What are your digits? :)
ReplyDeleteP.S.S. I just talked to my sista and she said they'd like to do the Disneyland thing on Friday, August 13th. :) Zippidy-Doo-Dah! Hahaha...thanks a bunch for checking into this for us! <3
ReplyDeleteP.S.S.S. Quote from Mayra, as lady gets out of her car for conference: "Wow! That's the BIGGEST UTAH HUR I'VE EVER SEEN!" Lol...miss ya!
hahaha.. my # is 562-228-6791. that was HILARIOUS. her hair was HUGE. HUGE! HUGE!! i was like WOAH! also, when you come and visit justin and them, gimme a call and we'll play or something! :)
ReplyDeleteFo Sheezay! :) Probably that friday, we won't be chillin' with Justin since we'll only be in Anaheim for a day, for the Happiest Place on Earth! :D But you can bet we'll be comin' down some other times to hang, since we'll only be a few hours away! We'll have to set something up. It would be SO fun to see you again! :)
ReplyDeleteGracias senorita! We'll talk to joo in August! :)