tonight, he broke me. completely.
it was the final cherry on the ever so building snow cone waiting to tip.
and he placed it.
things could be worse.
and i hope they don't get any worse.
it just so happens to trickle down sometimes.
this year started off "great"
new promotion.
new location.
more money..
one big happy mye mye...
what happened since then?
what has changed so significantly in my life that has drastically made my ever so happy temper slowly dull into a depressed little seventeen year old child..
i know where the problem lies.. just need to fix it and remember that trials will come.. and that's when we need to turn to him the most.
I can't do this on my own. and i think ive been neglecting the help i know i have way too much lately. I need to remember that he is always there. he is ALWAYS going to love me, even when the guy i wish wanted me dates someone else.. HF will ALWAYS love me. no matter what.
Park that car, drop that phone, sleep on the floor, dream about me.<3 i am like a seventeen year old at thismoment in my life. so i feel like i am. i am hurt, stressed and have too much to think about that my emotions take over.. i hate it...
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