new things are happening..

man can life just stress you out sometimes, its rediculous. I think this summer turned out to be something i didnt think it would be, full of work :( i didnt have as many long Car rides down PCH at 1 pm, i didnt go to the beach as often as i hoped to, i didnt ride my bike along the coast, okay, i lie, i went once.. i fell out of loops, i lost friends, i became stress. and man, do i HATE stress.. i cant live like this, i really cant! sometimes i feel so alone, like im the only one seeing things the way they are; im wrong obviously. so many things happened this summer, and i wanted to be a part of every single one of them. thats, of course, impossible. But i blamed it on one thing, and i cant blame it on that all the time, because its my fault too... done with that rant..

Kings of Leon are so soothing in such a different way. I guess its because it reminds me of times of old, times of sitting in a Ranger, driving down Clark, listening to Justin sing his lungs out to them. Of course he's still singing these tunes, but i dont get to enjoy them as often anymore. so these past few weeks have been rather interesting. I went to San Diego 2 weekends in a row, meanwhile Justin was in Mexico City, visiting his mission. Went with my friend Alyssa. The first weekend was seriously such a good time! the second weekend was rather bust than fun. But church time was way rad! met some San Diego cool kids :) it was fun! Ryan was way rad for letting us crash at his house and crash his parties for a minute.. no c-blocking for sure...hahah.. but here are some of my favorite pictures of down there... subtitled stories too...

sleepy in a burrito

ysa confrence
i miss you kiss kiss.
stranded..literally.

neon tree's (very awesome band)

with Ryan and Mitch at Rock-a-thon
Alyssa and I

there's a few, im pretty bad at posting on this thing.. well, today i went to the relief society dinner, caught up with some people, and got to know some others! i love socializing so much! i wish thats all i had to do sometimes, to be well off! haha.. just hang out and make people happy and stuff... at least thats my goal in life.. but i know there's certain people out there that can never be pleased, no matter what...

i really miss something, i dont know what it is, but i miss it... and i miss it a lot. i feel like something is misssing lately, and i think i know what i can be, but i swear i thought its been there through all of this throughtout the time.. i dont know, but a lot of praying will be done within the next few days, to figure out what's going on, so i can fix it..

i love you all... have a great night..