2014!!!

Hellos Good readers of the cyber world! How are you all? Well this past year has been the most exciting,terrifying and beautiful year of my life!It all started with a pregnancy test that got us ready for parenthood. Ezra is now 2 months old and is smiling and giggling at the sound of singing or squeaky voices. It is seriously the cutest thing ever! Well each year end i like to list off what my favorite things were of that year but this year I thought I would list the top 5 Highs and lows of the year! So here we go!


HIGHS

Being pregnant!- The little kicks and punches are dearly missed but I wouldn't trade the giggles and smiles for anything else


Having my In laws for a month!- Although we all squished into a small studio at 8 months pregnant, I honestly had the time of my life with my beautiful in laws! I wish they didn't live 16 hours away but I'm so grateful for technology that keeps us constantly connected!

Going to my first NBA game- Clippers!

Building stronger relationships with friends- You know who you are! I honestly have such a strong support group of friends who are constantly there for me when I truly need them! I'm so grateful for them!

Having a baby! Man was it TOUGH but after 2 hours of pushing and no progress we had to get him out! The rush of emotional change was crazy but I wouldn't have it any other way! I LOVE my little man more than anything in this universe!


Lows
 
Finding out Ezra has a congenital heart defect- I found out alone, in torrance with a doctor that was rude so it was hard to hear, I got in my car and called my sister and balled my eyes out. I still don't understand why our little boy has to have such a difficult beginning but I am SO thankful for modern medicine that keeps our little boy healthy! After his surgery (within 4-5 months old) he will be able to enjoy life without having to struggle breathing.

Mom getting admitted to the hospital the same week we found out Ezra had a heart condition. She was in there due to her heart failure so it was a double whammy that I couldn't handle. I was a hot mess and I'm so thankful we got through it.

Getting Pancreatitis and Having Gall stones- OH MY GOODNESS. worse than labor pain!

Having a "high risk pregnancy" which restricted me from going to the gym-waahhh

The 49ers having a horrible season and Jim Harbaugh leaving the team- WHYYY!?!? seriously i'm devastated!


Well there ya go! it was honestly so hard thinking of Lows which makes me happy because it was pretty easy finding the highs!

I really hope that you guys can find the good in life even when there are some things that can be too much to handle, there is always a bit of sunshine hiding behind those clouds! Keep fighting through them, A storm doesn't last forever!

xoxo